"I guess I have a lot of problems, so many that I don't have time to go into them all in detail. Suffice it to say I'm anal, obsessive, vain, quick to temper, overly introspective, lazy, judgmental, insecure, and self-righteous. Probably the most annoying thing about me is that I'm hugely opinionated. But I kind of make up for that by always being right."

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Day 37: An Apology

I feel like I should apologize to those of you who've been reading this blog lately, but I just can't shake this fucking depression. I know a lot of you tune in for the comedy, but believe me it's hard to be funny when you're constantly on the verge of tears.

To tell you the truth, I'm amazed that I can even write anything -- that I haven't given up on this project altogether and gone on one of my week-long sugar binges. But I've been here enough times before to know that this will pass -- that I'll wake up in a day or two and suddenly be okay. I just need to ride out the storm.

I know this sounds a little melodramatic, but I really do feel like the project -- walking, eating right, writing this blog, all of it -- is the anchor that's keeping me from sailing into some horrible abyss. So if you can just hang in there with me I promise you that funny is on the way.